Boring Like my Life

indescisivegrl @ 2009-01-25T00:06:00

2009-01-25T05:13:10Z

Sorry, not V. Just felt like hi-jacking her lj and writing a post in it. Because I can (=

Ooo, I was randomly inspired. I believe that I have a wonderful present in mind for Val.

Btw... she's going to be the same age as me, very very, VERY soon!! That means everyone must give her chocolate on her birthday. And cake for all of her unbirthdays. Or candy. She can decide later.

Oh and before I forget... PowerPuff Girls rule!!!

edit:
I only feel the need to say this because it was all "your lj can by hijacked" after the posting.

I'm Val's friend, and was there when she made her lj. Therefore, I know how to log onto it. I'm not some random person <.<;;

indescisivegrl @ 2006-10-14T19:44:00

2006-10-14T23:54:30Z

I just got back home from this bomb party, it was sooo much fun...

I hung out with a bunch of little kids.. I love little kids. And then I hung with they guys, we were playing Madden, going TO TO TO TO TO TO TO!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S RIGHT GO DALLAS!!!!!! And these people saw me take a plate, I just wanted rice anc chicken, but they kept putting stuff on my plate... I was like "what is this?" and they were like "imani" and I was like "okay.... thanks" but all in all it was good, the food was good, yes guys Nigerian food is good, try some if you ever get the chance.

So anyway before that, I was at the hospital, because umm I work there, and I worked with a really cute guy. And then there were cute guys walking in and out. I was trying to do some practice PSAT questions, but I was... distracted easily.

Lady Sovereign is the best English rapper...

indescisivegrl @ 2006-09-14T15:23:00

2006-09-14T20:02:30Z

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 10 people to play this game too.

Will you get far in life?
Helena- My Chemical Romance... I guess I'm not living very long.

How do your friends see you?
Mr. Brightside- The Killers...That's weird too.

Will you get married?
You're the inspiration- Chicago... This is going to be my wedding song now.

What is your best friend's theme song?
Show me love-Tatu... not really.

What is the story of your life?
Here it goes again-OK GO... I like this one. I like this one a whole lot.

What was high school like?
New American Classic- Taking Back Sunday... "See the months they don't matter, it's the days I can't take, when the hours turn to minutes and I'm seconds away"

How can you get ahead in life?
The Kill- 30 Seconds to Mars... hmm... this is ironic, I'm not living long am I?

What is the best thing about your friends?
Slow Jamz- Twista & Kanye West... Oh geez, don't send any letters.

What is today going to be like?
Sorrow- Flyleaf... "For just one second I felt whole as you flew right through me, left alone with only reflections of my memory, to face the ugly girl that's smothering me"

What is in store this weekend?
This Photograph is Proof (I know you know)- Taking Back Sunday... This song is from the Spiderman Soundtrack and I like it but I don't want it to be my weekend.

What song describes you?
Pobre Diabla- Don Omar, Aventura... So I'm going to end up wandering, the streets crying over a loser... great. I actually skipped like 50 bazillion songs the first one played was really Pink Floyd, Another Brick in the Wall.

What song describes your grandparents?
Slowdance on the Inside-Taking Back Sunday- I'm appaled, my grandmother was almost a nun...

How is your life going now?
Kerosene- Miranda Lambert... "Forget your high society, I'm soaking it in kerosene"

What song would they play at your funeral?
This Love- Maroon 5... And it's the Kanye West remix...

How does the world see you?
Let the music play- Shannon... So I'm like an eighties classic... good beat but weird lyrics

Will you have a happy life?
A Slow Decent- Straylight Run... "I'm tired, cynical and broken, but wiser" I guess that means no.

What do your friends really think of you?
Mama I'm a Big Girl Now- Hairspray.... Really?

Do people secretly lust after you?
The Ghost of You- My Chemical Romance... Apparently they do but won't ever admit it.

How can I make myself happy?
Seize the Day- Avenged Sevenfold

What should I do with my life?
Just Feel Better- Carlos Santana & Steven Tyler... OKAY I FEEL GREAT

Will you ever have children?
A Favor House Atlantic- Coheed and Cambria... I don't know what that means... "Are you in or are you out, for them all to know, the end of us all"
Photobooth- Death cab for Cutie... I did another one because that one didn't make sense... this makes sense it means yes, but it'll be a tragic romance and end really quickly.
I don't really tag anyone but whoever is bored enough to do it go ahead.

Just a few complaints...

2006-09-07T21:04:57Z

Okay, here's my schedule even though none of you go to my school, so it's not really worth it, but I'm procrastinating, (that'll be something to put in my l.o.p. letter)

1- World History (with the friggin freshmen, thanks to this stupid school) mr. something that starts with an A. he's weird
2- Trigonometry/Precalc Miss Smith she likes chocolate, I like her
3-English 11 American Lit. Mr. Z everyone loves him, but I'm on the fence, he makes you shake his hand everyday before you walk into class (l.o.p. is his, it stands for lack of procrastination and every time you hand in an assignment early you get 10 points)
4/5- I'm not sure when I have lab/lunch and when I have class but apparently I have lunch/ lab and regular class for AP Bio. (kind of with my homeroom teacher, I don't know she said she was leaving our homeroom, but I like her)
6-Physics Mr. S something he's really, really weird.
7-Gym another Mr. S ( I miss Mr. Jones)
8- Study Hall (but I'm getting that changed)

I hate study hall, I was in there one day and the teacher's a real bitch and there's no one in there worth staying for.

And none of the juniors got ids or working lockers. I hate my homeroom, and it was two hours long. I was like bashing my brains out, the only person I liked last year is in Student government this year.

Oh and we had to take the wrong bus this morning because a bunch of kids from across the street took our bus. And Nicole said I was prejudice, ummm... no I just don't want to have to stand because there are extra kids on our bus who have there own bus.

indescisivegrl @ 2006-08-05T19:03:00

2006-08-05T23:14:12Z

I know haven't posted in a while but honestly... there's nothing to say.

I could share a few anecdotes with you but it wouldn't be that interesting.

My neighbors are fun to hang out with, except they can do sutpid things (nicole) and most of them don't get along outside the big group, except with me of course (nicole) and some of them won't stop coming to my door everyday at 11:30 asking me to go out into the 100 degree weather so I can die of heat exhaustion (nicole) and the one I do like isn't allowed anywhere (andrea). All the rest are dudes or really young and honestly these dudes are not interesting. The young ones I like but there are too many limits, and we have little beyond watching spongebob and liking soul caliber and karoke revolution in common. Anyway I have a lot to do this summer and I can't spend all my time with Nicole, but I have a problem with saying no and so I spend all my time outside in heat. Oh and e.j. if you come... I don't want you to meet Nicole but she wants to meet you and one of her friends is coming here the same week... SO umm... yeah warning you about Nicole.

As I said there's really not much to summer. At least it's almost over. I want school to come.

Fireworks

2006-07-06T14:45:50Z

I went to Shea Stadium (where the mets play for all you baseball illiterates (then again if you're baseball illiterate would you know who the mets are?)) on July third and saw mad fireworks. Thanks to my dad's cousin we got the best seats ever... outside the stadium that is. And Candy told us such beautiful stories about going to see the fireworks here every year.

And the show was AWESOME. It was like the fireworks came down right above us and it was beautiful. Then we went to my dad's cousins' house and I moped for a long time... because I get bored easily.

And I wanted to see The Devil Wears Prada but no such luck. And then we went to my dad's godmothers house and I did nothing... until I found out the world cup was on. Italy beat Germany!!

And I'm just doing this because I'm bored and it's too rainy outside to let off illegal fireworks I got in Pennsylvania, and I would do it tonight but I have to wake up at four tomorrow. And blah. I really want to light all those fireworks. It's fun!

Speaking of illegal. What's up with shutting everything down? NJ is crazy. Though I'm quite happy they'll shut down casinos. Foxwood is far enough away.

And I'm bored so I'll continue... hmmm... I was filing like mad yesterday at the hospital. They never stopped giving me things to do and I did them all. I'm so proud of myself. The sad thing is I really like filing, I think it's fun.

Oh and I met a lot of new people on our street and, as it turns out, I actually like them. They're so entertaining. Whenever we play kickball/dodgeball/anything else we have so much fun. And we are so different. I think that's what makes it fun.

I haven't been happy since we moved here and I thought summer would be the best because I don't like my school. But with a new principle and what not it might be ok. That includes talk of uniforms. I may get beaten for this but I like the idea. I guess I'm curious because everyone else in my family got to wear uniforms to school. I want to too.

I hate when I rant.

indescisivegrl @ 2006-06-28T14:31:00

2006-06-28T18:44:39Z

SUPERMAN RETURNS ROCKS!!!!

Much better than expected. AND I have picures with Superman (who happens to be my mom's co-worker).

Well it was a tad formulaic but it's a superhero movie so, what do you expect?

I got to see it yesterday at 7:00 thanks to pre-screening awesomeness on behalf of my mommy's job.

There are mad movies coming out, PotC 2, I'm especially psyched for, going to amc and everything so if you're in town, I think I'm going to the 6:45 showing opening night. Unless I can get people to convince me otherwise. I really think that people should go because you all love me and I miss Hopewell. I sound so pathetic but most people here are just retarted.

AND I just got back from volunteeringism. It was awesome. I've had a good week so far.

Another too long song title to fit in the "music" box. "There's a good reason these tables are numbered, honey. You just haven't thought of it yet."

indescisivegrl @ 2006-06-16T21:57:00

2006-06-17T02:20:14Z

I'm a sleepy, sleepy child.

Why I'm still here is a mystery to me.

Hmmm... I still need to get a job. And I'm sleepy.

"And isn't this exactly the way you like me,
I'm exactly where you like me you know
praying for love in a lapdance
and paying in naivete,"

Good video, if I do say so myself.

OH and from my further research, love is not an acronym for "Legs Open Very Easily," though it's tempting to say that, especially from what I've been hearing of late, but if that were true people like me wouldn't exist.

At least not for long.

And not everyone has sex after a wedding they watched at a random church either, but that's a big one too. I'm ranting again about something that no one on lj will understand.

Let's just say my last day at the lunch table was.... interesting. Lots of fighting, lots of slaps, and stuff.

indescisivegrl @ 2006-06-12T15:05:00

2006-06-12T19:16:53Z

Last day of school...

the sad thing is... I almost cried like all day, and I don't even enjoy this school that much.

"I am alone
in this bed, house, and head,
and [he] never fixes that
but at least [he]...
I am alone
in this bed ohh
[he] never fixes that
but at least [he]
makes me forget."

MORE IMPORTANTLY... I went to the Puerto Rican parade yesterday (in new york for those people who think it's elsewhere) and lemme tell you..

IT
WAS
AMAZING!!!!!!

And people gave out a bunch of stuff so I have three new reggaeton cds AND I DON'T EVEN LIKE REGGAETON WHOOOO!!!!!!!! But there was tons of Hector Lavoe playing and Marc Anthony too.

Apparently him and his wife were there... but I didn't see them, I almost completely missed Wisin y Yandel because the stupid barriers.

And there was a guy hanging a Bush dummy with a Puerto Rican flag. And my dad kept calling everyone gay. It was great.

"Yo soy boricua, pa'que tu lo sepas"

indescisivegrl @ 2006-06-03T21:49:00

2006-06-04T01:57:42Z

Everything's screwed up, so I'm going to relax, relapse. A businessman's holiday if you will, except I'm not a businessman.

bye, bye...

indescisivegrl @ 2006-05-26T15:12:00

2006-05-26T19:17:38Z

I wonder if anyone else listens to Panic at the Disco. Becuase they rock. And if the only song you know by them is I write sins not tradgedies you've been missing out big time.

Guess what? I don't have to take any finals, losers, because I'm exempt from all of them!!

I'm just bored and don't want to leave my very uncomfortable new bed.

"Have some compusure
Where is your posture
Oh no no
Your pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong"

indescisivegrl @ 2006-05-19T22:05:00

2006-05-20T02:16:21Z

Hmmm... Bored.

I had to take care of my aunt's dog this week it was fun but don't expect me to ever get a dog.

I've felt so lousy this week too but who am I to blame. Oh right everyone.

Still no job. Have to wake up early tomorrow. Skull hurting because I failed a math test, damn foci.

Bored. Whose line on. MODO DE TRANSPORTO

I like Shakira.

Irkania brought bacardi to school and offered me none I guess it's because she cares about me.

I don't know what's weirder that she cares about me or that I actually wanted bacardi.

I vow no drinking.

indescisivegrl @ 2006-05-05T17:29:00

2006-05-05T21:32:57Z

CINCO DE MAYO, CINCO DE MAYO!!!!

Time to break out the tequila and margarita mix!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn only vodka and white sinfendal (yes I know but who knows how to spell that). OH WELL

CINCO DE MAYO, CINCO DE MAYO.

and the Kentucky Derby's tomorrow I'm going for lawyer ron or leave me alone but everyone thinks oognah macool (more impossible spelling words) is going to win.

I need to get a job. I want to work at staples but suggestions would be helpful.

Hmm...

2006-04-04T19:50:18Z

Went to take a MOUS (Microsoft office user certification) (word core) test today...

Got the highest score(I'm such a loser)!! But honestly a monkey could pass that test all you need to do is read.

The best part was we went to McDonalds and Mrs. T wouldn't let anyone sit alone so I had fun. And both computer teachers praised me to no end. I think if any of you came you woulda whooped my ass.

I'm scared though, there is this huge rumor going around that this friday during a pep rally there's going to be a shooting. See at first you don't believe in that stuff, because all the adults are like "it's just an urban myth," like some people say that there are people who wake up in a bathtub filled with ice because someone stole their liver type thing. I don't believe in liver stealers, not in America. Then in chem. today Lauren said something. Then you think what if so and so really does believe and then because they think someone's bringing a gun to school they bring a knife and it's this whole massive chain of events.

Anyway I'm still going to school but eight period I'm going to chem. to hang out there. A lot of the kids in my chem. class said they would, but I really don't care about that because I usually spend all pep rally/extra midterm like time in chem. anyway. Plus my chem. teacher is like the most histronic person ever but she's interesting and intelligent and I like her.

Either way it's still just a rumor, and I'm sure nothing's going to happen.

indescisivegrl @ 2006-03-31T16:15:00

2006-03-31T21:19:50Z

I am obsessed with KH 2 so don't read this if you're not willing to be majorly bored with me..

Between the beginning cut scene and the actual intro to the video game I have been bored out of my mind. Then Roxas dissapeared and now I miss playing as Roxas. And Hayner and Pence and Olette are gone too.

My cousin and I have been debating this game for months everything from which KH has a better theme song to how cool the fusion technique was going to be to whether Sora or his nobody form was the better fighter.

And now Auron showed up. Wonders will never cease.

indescisivegrl @ 2006-03-14T16:19:00

2006-03-14T21:30:17Z

Umm... yeah nothing has happened in forever, and I don't know why I'm writing this now, maybe it's because I have to do a project on genocide and I can't get started because genocide and me don't mix very well and I don't see why we have to do a project about something that makes my stomach turn flips making one think it was a russian gymnast at the olympics.

I have had a good weekend to stretch and be happy and the weather has been so nice.

I got contacts WOO HOO! I had to pay for them, not WOO HOO...

I also have to do my sister's report on Albert Einstein. Don't ask why I have to do it.

What does it mean when a random dude starts skateboarding in front of your house one day when he's got his own sidewalk elsewhere. I wanted to scream at him. People call him Bob, I really hope his name is not Bob.

I feel childish because everyone else can drive and have boyfriends and stuff and I've only been driving twice and I was REALLY bad. Then again once was in New York. And I don't want a boyfriend. And Stuff.

24 was really bad for the past two weeks.

Korea and Puerto Rico should play in the WBC they'd have a good game.

I'm procrastinating.

I love you all.

Half Day

2006-02-16T18:26:05Z

Half Day today becuase of parent teacher conferences and I thought it would be fun to have the house to myself but it's utterly boring.

Which is why I'm posting even though nothing has happened.

Yes I am pathetic.

indescisivegrl @ 2006-02-13T16:20:00

2006-02-13T21:23:21Z

Just like to say I have two new favorite songs and a new favorite radio station that plays them...

Flyleaf-I'm so sick
She Wants Revenge-Tear you apart

OH YEAH.

indescisivegrl @ 2006-02-06T19:11:00

2006-02-07T00:14:05Z

I felt good then, bad, then really good, and now sad.

Boo hoo.

Last day of midterms

2006-02-02T21:23:48Z

YAY!!!

It's done, and it was relatively easy, the hardest midterm I had was in french, why because this school is stupid and sophomores aren't supposed to be in french IV honors (it's a junior/senior class), plus she asked us all these "self-expression" questions like what are you looking for out of life, where do you see yourself in five years, what do you dream of doing, if you were president what would you do, and I was pissed, why couldn't she ask us to conjugate irregular verbs like normal people.

Another thing that pissed me off was they did midterms by period which was less confusing but I had to sit in the cafeteria for 2.5 hours...

And Sally started talking about love and I got angry at her because she's all like "I can't stop thinking about him everything remind me of him" and "he's so sweet" and "you know I really hate it when guys act all sweet and nice when it's just you and then when they're out with you they act differently, that's why I like him so much becuase as long as we're together he's happy" and blah, blah, blah, talk about a sapfest. She wasn't actually talking to me so I missed out on most of the details (I don't know what her secret lovers name is but I do know he lives in the same city I was born in and he's 17). I like Sally though, because we share common interests, she just doesn't know it yet.

I made cookies yesterday.

My dad's in Puerto Rico, he missed his first flight and he lost his phone (and he says I'm irresponsible). Maybe I should ask him to look for Sally's secret lover and get him to take pictures becuase if Sally likes him he must be hot.

I just hope Sally never finds this.

Also some weird substitute bus driving lady missed the turn for our development so all the kids from renassaince had to walk like five streets down becuase the drexel hill kids were like we're not turning back around. And we were pissed and vowed revenge, not really.

Blahhhhhhhhhhh...

2006-01-20T22:13:38Z

*sigh* It's friday and I am depressed. Not really "depressed" in any sense of the word just... I have nothing to do. I missed out on going to a renaissance rally, only to find that a lot of the kids who qualified didn't go, why? Simple my friends, because not unlike myself they didn't want to miss the FDR movie in History (or had no friends and didn't want to go somewhere only to find that all you get is a t-shirt or a yo-yo(Unless of course you won a pool table or a basketball hoop...))

I cried for like an hour on Wednesday because I'm convinced this school will get me nowhere and I'm not making any effort to help and I'll never reach any of my goals, but people keep telling me I can and I'm usually confident in myself but now I don't know.

I just feel so blahh...

But I bought girlscout cookies!!! mmmmm...

AND I AM STILL ALIVE AND OPTIMISTIC!!

It's funny how spongebob cheers ya up.

my song name doesn't fit it's "I slept with someone from fallout boy and all I got was this stupid song written about me." or something to that effect.

indescisivegrl @ 2006-01-12T16:13:00

2006-01-12T21:20:47Z

SInce it's a four day weekend...

Oh wait that's only for me HAHAHAHA

OH MY VERY GOOD FRIENDS WHAT I WOULD GIVE TO HAVE YOU BACK!!

Everyone at my school hates my guts they want to dismember me and beat me into dust until I am no more.

Anyway... other than the fact that everyone hates me I have had a very productive years my lowest grade is in gym because Mr. Jones loves me but he loves everyone else more. Mrs. T. the most AMAZING teacher ever is my comp apps. teach and is constantly giving me acheivement awards because she loves me as well.

I got a free ice cream yesterday. Irkania and Barbara and Sally are really nice to me but I don't know why, maybe because they don't want to endanger the new species they have discovered white hispanic... I dunno, at least they don't want to pound me until I am no more...

I miss Hopewell.

indescisivegrl @ 2005-11-23T19:35:00

2005-11-24T00:37:25Z

I just wanted to say HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!

All right so get out there and EAT SOME TURKEY...

I'll give you one better

EAT SOME TURDUCKEN!!!!

indescisivegrl @ 2005-11-16T20:21:00

2005-11-17T01:25:17Z

George Lopez is a good show... I've stolen a connection.

I'm starting to like my new school... if nothing else at least the people are... cool.

my hair's cut slightly...

I'm in.... a good mood...

but I hurt too...

I'm still alive

2005-09-24T16:21:12Z

OKAY... so I'm not dead, and yeah I'm still here technically since I only live like 20 minutes away. Anyway, my school is new and the people are.... different..... from those in hopewell... I LIKE THEM BETTER.... yeah right. Well they are certainly fun if nothing else. I like the fun ones but I don't know. There's this girl Breijha and she's been really nice to me well mostly, and it's odd becasue she seems to have pinpointed all my interests and it's like she reads my mind. UMMM... yeah, the people in my homeroom are... friendly... somewhat... and my classes are good.

My chemistry teacher rants but she's okay everyone else hates her. Briejha comments on her often and makes me laugh. Like "DE-CAF WOMAN IS THAT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND DE-CAF!!!" And my gym teacher is real nice he's Mr. Jones the football coach and yeah. My french teacher is Haitian and nice, my english teacher is nice too, the books we had to read over the summer, The Bean Trees was pretty okay it had spanish in it. YAY!! Esperanza was the name of one of the girls. She tried to kill herself. I liked her, and I want to name my first girl Esperanza and we'll call her Espy because it's so cute.

My lunch table is insane. I just happened to sit at a random table and it turned out to be the.... if you guessed HISPANIC your right, otherwise you lose. Tanya, Sally and Barbara, Anna, Gilberto, Julien and Alejandro (he's cute, but he's older and bigger and scarier, he's cute though). AND Sally is a theater geek and Puerto Rican just like me. YAY!! And Tanya is constantly asking other people if they want lap daNces. Don't ask. They are all really nice even though... nevermind.

Hmm... I think that if I tried HARD to I could really make new friends here. BUT I don't want to so I'm going to end up a lonely, stupid, little hag. Umm... YEAH that's what I'm talking about.

My apartment has lots of praying mantises. My house isn't finsihed yet, but it will be by the end of october. If I had a picture I'd post it. It's white with blue shutters.

Disney movies are cool. Running teenaged commentary on disney movies is better.

Here's Corpse Bride,

It was a pretty little love story, but was lacking in substance and too short and lacking in substance again. I cried at the end. Weddings always make me cry!!And since her name was Emily, E.J. thinks that this is her future. Happy Trails!!

Ummm... es una tortura perderte. I like reggaeton now. DAMNITALL... Mirame mirame ojos tuyos mata me... Que yo soy tu gangsta!! Good song has a bit of an Indian feel to it in the music and the beggining isn't spanish so at one point she says kooshi koo I swear it.